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White Cotton V.S. Black Nail Seam
In the interaction with the supervisor of the company, I would be intimidated by their voice or questioning when they had the opposite opinions or reasons, it seemed like I had done something wrong, and then I would always be in a panic, and it would take my time to calm down. And in fact, these situations were not always my fault, why was I always so scared at the first moment? Because I really could not stand it anymore, so I requested the teacher for help. The teacher judged that it was not just a matter of this life, so she suggested to read my Akashic record.
The teacher read my records and saw that I had ever been a black slave in one of past lives. I grew up in a black slave family. I was destined to be a slave in my life without freedom. Since I was a child, I worked in the cotton fields with my mother, and there was a foreman with loud volume often rebuked the slaves. As a child, I did not realize what happened and thought that was because I had done something wrong and felt very scared. Sometimes the foreman rebuked and beat my mother, I felt both sad and scared. I looked my mother as my protector there, but she could not protect herself, how could she protect me? My father managed tobacco in another place, but his personality was depressed, so I also could not get the sense of security from him.
At that time, as a black slave, I felt that I was inferior by nature and hated my dark skin. Darkness and dirt brought me unhappiness. After working every day, I often washed my hands vigorously, as if I wanted to wash away these marks. …
I was surprised, it made me suddenly understand one thing. In this life, my original family is engaged in the so-called black hand (ironwork) industry. When I was a child, I saw the black nails of my family members that were difficult to be washed off. I was not grateful, and even silently hoped that they could be cleaned up and not be discovered by others. Sometimes I read others’ writing similar plots in their articles, and they were very appreciated to their family for their contributions, compared to my disgust with my family... I had a deep sense of guilty. During my teenager, I intentionally gave up the school near my home and chose to study far away. When people asked about my family, I always used other reasons to neglect it, I was always careful to keep this secret; I also try to use a worldly perspective to compare, why would others not be so inferior under the same conditions? I did not know the reason until now that this fear was not caused in this life. And just as I recall the moment again when now writing my experience, after the reading of Akashic Records reading to the realization, my heart magically accepted the hands of my family members, because their jobs just will make their hands dark and dirty which is not related to shame or fear. Naturally, there will be no resentment, low self-esteem, and self-blame.
After the black slaves were liberated, I went to the town for working and met my husband at the time. I wanted to have someone to protect me, so I got married and had children, but my husband went to another place for his dream. When I was young, I looked for the protection from my parents; when I grew up, I looked for it from my husband. Therefore, I understand that one of my issues is that I always want others to protect me.
The teacher also let me know that I had a younger sister in that life who grew up in the same environment as me, but she had a different personality from me. She had no fear and was willing to adventure, we seemed to live in different worlds. I envied her because her personality had a kind of freedom that I did not have. Why did she dare to do anything? Now, I want to be like this too, I also have such a sibling in this lifetime, but before now I have always ignored the meaning in my life.
Thanks to the universe through the teacher’s reading. With the contrast from my sister, I understand that I have other ways to live my life. The universe said, "Freedom does not happen under the protection. Freedom happens when you are with yourself.", "The key point of that lifetime was that you were not with yourself, and you put your attention and goals on seeking protection from others. This is your spiritual issue.", "Freedom does not come from who can protect you. When you are with yourself, regardless of class and skin color, in fact, every life is equal, so it is not necessary to tell yourself that you are weaker, inferior, and worse than them, from the viewpoint of soul and spirit, every individual is unique, however, you have to be with yourself first." Then, I discovered that I still had this mindset in this lifetime, constantly looking for the protection from others, however, now I believe that I have the power to protect myself.
Now, when the supervisor questioned me, I was able to face and think calmly. Sometimes I was still nervous, but at least I am aware clearly of what I was doing and what I should do next. Through the reading from the teacher, I am happy and grateful for getting to know myself more and realizing that I am unique. I am free from the old mental pattern and not limited by the past, and I can create my future that I want.
段老師的話：(Teacher Duan’s Words)
When the environment around us and our response to the environment repeat and accumulate continuously, it will become our habit over time. As the duration of time is longer, or the force of the response pattern becomes stronger, these tangible habit patterns will become an invisible habit in the subconsciousness more deeply, not only lasts to the next day, the second year, and even the next lifetime.
As Cotton said, when other person raises questions with different opinions, or just with such a tone, she would immediately be intimidated at that moment, like a crash, which really troubles her at work. Because she had ever accepted the subconscious healing here, and many life problems have been improved, but only this reflective fear seems to still exist. She asked me and I judged that it should be related to the accumulated habits from the past life. Of course we could address this point and regressed in the subconsciousness to the past life to deal with and heal, but I suggested to directly read her Akashic record, because when she described her plight, I already “channel” naturally some atmosphere and images, but I still hoped to assist her in the most objective way, I suggested that she authorized me to enter her Akashic record to read it, so with her consent, we unfolded the journey of discovery like she mentioned in the article, in this way, it really solved the mystery of why she would get frightened when she heard others speaking loudly. When the real understanding and comprehension occurs in the depth of the soul, the healing initiates, this is a wonderful state in the journey of body and mind healing. It was me to read, these experiences and emotions were also stored in her subconscious mind, so while I transmitted these experiences, as well as the wisdom advice and guidance given by the higher self of the universe, the client usually could feel and get touched. Now Cotton has been able to calmly face and think when her supervisor questions her at work.
For Cotton, the more beautiful and extra reward was that she immediately understood why she always disliked her family members working as ironworkers and got their hands and clothes dirty. When she learned about it from the wisdom of the universe higher self about the issue of individual freedom and power, she not only accepted herself and her family of the past life, but also miraculously no longer felt inferior for the original family in this life, and then embarked on a period of self-acceptance and getting healed.